So after many tears and much consideration, I have finally decided to move all my art back over to this account, and for a simple reason that you should all be aware of, especially for you Furcadia-goers.

I've decided that it's time to bring back Dawntae.

I know, it's been years since I have been on Furcadia with her, or have done anything with this character in general, but due to some inconveniences and realizations, I feel the need to bring her back.

You can like it, you hate it. And to all of my haters who knew me as Dawntae, thanks for keeping me alive and kicking. I won't hide or run from you any longer.

And although the problems were triggered by the wolf pack I had created with a past mate, the Espion Alliance is still an active role playing pack. However, it is a strict long-term RP set in my dream, and you must understand and accept the conditions of being in Espion if you chose to role play with us on any level. Otherwise, you cannot RP in my dream, with my pack, or with Dawntae at all.

On the same subject, I will not RP with random players any more. Dawntae is strictly for my pack and close friends ONLY. This is because some of you may think I'm god-modding my character, but I feel that Dawntae is MY character and I will do what I want with her. I am not going to let anyone stand in my way any longer. Beware, because I've grown a backbone, and I won't be subject to anyone's petty ridicules or bend to anyone's whim like I used to in the past.

I have Carla to thank for this. She is an amazing person and one of the best friends I could ever ask for. I know I can trust her with anything I throw at her and that she will always be there for me when I need her. Not a lot of people can say that their online friends can support them regardless, but I can. Thank you, Carla, for being there with me through all the shit I put you though; be it from quitting Furc, my drastic changing of multiple characters, boyfriend issues, my disbanding of Espion, Dawn's reincarnation, and so much more. I can't thank you enough for being my shoulder to cry on and my pillar of support when I needed it the most. I have to say that the online community is so much harder to fit into than reality, despite what others may think, but you showed me that being myself (in this case, being Dawntae) is the only thing that is going to make me and everyone around me happy. If I can't be happy, then everyone around me is miserable, frustrated, and confused, and I know now that it's been my fault. Especially when it came to my changing characters on so many ocassions, and no one could keep up with me and my changing personalities. Dawntae is the only character I can really relate to, and she truly is my fursona. By changing characters, I was changing myself. I see the wrong in that now. Thank you so much Carla, you have helped me in more ways than you could possibly imagine.

Camy, thank you, too. Despite everything I have gone through, whether you are aware of it or not, you have always secretly been there for me. Yes, I have lied to you and yes, I haven't told you everything of the past, but I still secretly spoke to you about it in my own way, and you have always been supporting. Simply from our role plays, to my various dreams, to my multiple characters, switching dA accounts, and my rebirth of Espion... Camy, there are many stories behind each one that you don't know about, but you have always supported me no matter what I decided to do, and you never questioned me. You simply accepted my choice, whether you liked it or not, no matter what it was. You accepted that I was no longer using Dawntae or that I had decided to make a new dream instead of using ours, Rise of the Wolf, and you never questioned me once. For that, I thank you, because I didn't want to be asked to tell those stories again, to tear apart my wound again, to shed more tears. Maybe you don't know what I'm talking about, or maybe you do... But I know for sure that I will tell you some day.

To everyone else, I have to thank you for all the bumps and rides, whether they be something slow, something fast, or something in between, everything that has happened to me in those years have only made me a stronger person. And I can tell you now, Dawntae has grown because of it.

We don't care what anyone thinks of us any more and we want you all to know that.

What you say can never bring us down.